I took Monday off to clean up my home and work on my thesis paper. And while I did clean my bathroom and kitchen and manage to put some laundry away, I spent most of the day curled up on the couch swooning over Mr. Bates, loathing Thomas, and wondering what else the Many-Faced God has in store for Blind Beth. My computer was never turned on and not one phrase of a peer-reviewed article was article was read.
Yet, as the days inch closer until I must submit my paper, my anxiety isn't anywhere near Level 100 and I spend most days smiling and just excited to be alive. I blame this mostly on the warming weather. I'm coping with potential failure quite we Yes, I promise to sit down and work on those pages. April 15th is much closer than my mind is currently conceiving. Procrastination is a disease.
Also, the recent... onslaught ...of love in my age group is pretty amazing. In a good way. All the new relationships, engagements, and baby announcements are pretty dope. I remember being overwhelmed the first time love attacked my life post-college graduation (you know, when all the academic sweethearts were getting married post college graduation...) for mostly petty and self-centered reasons. Well, not really "petty" but I really did believe 21 was a wee-bit to young to be lighting unity candles. But, you know, what do I know?
This go around, as Cupid slays my comrades with arrows, I think it's quite beautiful. I think love is so much more exciting once you have disposable income, happy hours, and no homework. I'm here for it.
This go around, as Cupid slays my comrades with arrows, I think it's quite beautiful. I think love is so much more exciting once you have disposable income, happy hours, and no homework. I'm here for it.
I wish I was this excited to write my thesis though. That would be heavenly. I have got to do better this week.
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